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I fell in love with you
When we were sitting on the roof
And the wind blew through your hair
And in that moment I could not deny
That my feelings for you
Were as infinite and endless as the sky
As the sky
As the sky
As the sky
As the sky
And as I laid next to you
And watched the clouds rolling by
I couldn’t be happier if I tried
And when you took my hand in yours
And pulled it close to you
I knew you felt the same
You felt the same
You felt the same
You felt the same
You felt the same
And as we looked up at the sky
In our altered state of mind
You saw something horrible,
You got quite emotional
You started to cry
I didn’t know why
I wonder what could have gotten you so down
I didn’t realize it then
But I think you saw the future
And realized we were making a mistake
Was it all a mistake?
Was it all a mistake?
Was it all a mistake?
Was it all a mistake?
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2. |
Rose Colored Glasses
02:06
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My rose colored glasses,
The greenest of grasses
Sun sets in the valley
The days big finale
Colors unimagined
Enter my irises with passion
A sip of cold beer
I wouldn’t want to be anywhere but here
Orange, red and yellow
The music playing mellow
The street lights turn on
The sun is almost gone
I’m finally coming down
Friends all around
Time moves like molasses
Through my rose colored glasses
My rose colored glasses
My rose colored glasses
My rose colored glasses
My rose colored glasses
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3. |
Dreams Of You
03:06
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Dawn, it breaks
I’m still wide awake
The whole night through I can’t sleep
But when I finally do, I’ll sleep deep
And dream of you
The whole night through
I will dream of you
Morning comes,
I still slumber on
Half past noon I awake
Wishing you were here to hold me close
Don’t let me go
I miss you so
So please don’t let me go
Evenings here
I watch the sun disappear
Memories of you
Will help me make it through
The night, until sunlight
Come hold me tight
Cause it feels so right
Dawn, it breaks
I’m still wide awake
The whole night through I can’t sleep
But when I finally do, I’ll sleep deep
And dream of you
The whole night through
I will dream, of, you
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How can you stop
Seeing your nightmares
In daylight, it’s not right
How can you feel
At all real
When you’re seeing, your feelings
Sometimes when you know what’s gonna happen
You make it happen subconsciously
And only when you’re free from projections
Can you see reality
How can you change
The way your mind works
So it doesn’t do what makes it hurt
How do you start
Separating
Insecurity from reality
Sometimes when you know what’s gonna happen
You make it happen subconsciously
And only when you’re free from projections
Can you see reality
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5. |
What Do I Do?
03:20
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Tell me what do I do?
With all the love songs I wrote
When I listen to them now they make me sad
And when I play them it hurts
Tell me what do I say?
To make it all go away
To go back to a time when you’d hold me
And say it’ll all be ok
Chorus:
And I still love--- you
And I still love--- you
And I’d do anything, anything, anything
To make you happy
Even if it means leaving, leaving, leaving you alone
Tell me what do I do?
With this love-sick heart
I’ve been trying to hold it together
But now its falling apart
Tell me how do I stop?
These tears from pouring out
When all I want to do is
Scream and scream and shout
Chorus
Tell me what do I do?
With all the memories we made
I’ve been holding them tight late at night
As if they were you
Tell me how do I stop?
This pain that I feel
When it feels like everything we shared
Was never even real
Chorus
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Could I have turned it around?
Could I have made it work?
Was it something I did?
Or was it something I didn’t do?
Chorus:
Or was it meant to be?
I was just born to be alone
Was it simple fate?
Heartbreak written in the stars
Did I do enough?
Or did I do too much?
Did I push you away?
Or did I pull you too close?
Chorus
Did I love you too strong?
Or Did I love you all wrong?
Did I hurt you bad?
Did I make things worse?
Chorus
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7. |
No Regrets (Love Strong)
02:47
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So it is over there is nothing to be done
I wish things were different, but wishing’s not enough
Farewell my love I hope to be friends again soon
So even though there is pain no regrets, no regrets
Chorus:
So love hard, love long, love often, love strong
Love hard, love long, love often, love strong
Even when it hurts, especially when it hurts
Even when it hurts, especially when it hurts
I miss you already, well I’ve been missing you awhile
You’re so far away but if you’d have me I’d walk every mile
But I know you don’t want me you have a separate trail to walk now
So even though there is pain no regrets, no regrets
Chorus
Falling in love with you, lifted my heart
You helped me get through things when I didn’t even know where to start
And though our time is over I feel better for the ride
So even through the pain no regrets, no regrets
Chorus
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8. |
Death Trap Flashback
02:42
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Sometimes in my head
I’m still in that car
You’re driving too fast
You’re acting bizarre
Please slow down
I’m begging you
I’m freaking out
I don’t know what to do
Sometimes in my head
I’m still in the passenger seat
You’re speeding up
My life flashes before me
I’m praying to gods
I’ve never believed in
I’m apologizing
For all my sins
Sometimes in my head
I’m still on that road
I’m so scared
My hearts about to explode
You must not care about me
Cause you’re making me cry
You must hate me so much
I really don’t want to die
Sometimes in my head
I’m still freaking out
It’s been 44 miles
And you haven’t slowed down
We finally get to your place
I’m amazed I’m not dead
I try to think what happens next
But the memory ends
I know you said that you’re sorry
I know I forgave you
I know you said that you loved me
I know I said I love you too
I know that you promised
It would never happen again
But I also know that it did
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You begged me to kill you, in my room
And then hit me when I didn’t approve
I thought that’s what love was
I thought that’s what love was
You said such hurtful things, to me
To get me to leave you alone so you could cut yourself
I thought that’s what love was
I thought that’s what love was
I wrapped your wounds in my Sufjan shirt
And then forgave you again, again
I thought that’s what love was
I thought that’s what love was
If you say you love me
I will let you hurt me
If you say you love me
I will let you hurt me
If you say you love me
I will let you hurt me
If you say you love me
I will let you hurt me
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Chorus:
Trying not to hurt
Trying not to feel anything
Trying to stop the pain
Trying to fall out of love
But I still remember
How we’d sleep together
How you’d hold me close
And say you’d never let me go away
But it had to end
It was time my friend
At least that’s what you said
But its still hard to believe
That I’ll never hold you tight
Stay up with you all night
Chorus
But you’re still so close
To my heart
I can feel you there
As if we were never apart
But you had to go
Yes I know
You tried for sure
It just wouldn’t work
My love not up to snuff
I just was not enough
Chorus
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11. |
Just A Feeling
05:40
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Sing a song
With no notes
It’s just a feeling
Power out
Candle light
It’s just a feeling
Light two cigs
With the flame
One for you, one for me
Go outside
In the snow
But it’s warm
With you---
With you---
Write a poem
With no words
It’s just a feeling
A blank page
Drops of blood
It’s just a feeling
Burn the page
With the flame
Wrap the wound
Though the scar will stay
Nothings left
But the ash
And the poem
That’s in you---
In you---
Take a picture
With no film
It’s just a feeling
Let the image
Sear in your mind
It’s just a feeling
Candles out
Heat is off
Warm ourselves
Skin to skin
It is dark
It is cold
But I’m still ok
With you---
With you---
I dreamed a dream
Of a song
Of a poem
Of a picture
Then wake up
All alone
It was all just a feeling
But the words
And the notes
And the picture
Are now there
In me,
In me,
In me,
In me
In me---
In me---
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12. |
Outro (Good Year)
01:09
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I won’t lie
I’ve wanted to die
I’ve tried, and I’ve tried
I’ve tried my whole life
But I’m still alive
And I’m starting to thrive
It’s been really weird
To have a good year
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♥ Drunk With Love Records ♥ hell, Michigan
Drunk With Love Records was a collective that existed from 2014-2021. It was a place for our music to exist, but now we have
other places to go. Thanks for all who listened to us.
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